I wish this habit i have
I could manage to kick it
Instead of living just existing
Going minute to minute
I wish this itch
I get would just up and split
I wish
I was rich, i wish i had a ton of shit
That i didn't always end up with the short end of the stick
As i kid i would always wish
For happiness and bliss
A normal childhood
I wish my dad stuck around
For good
I wish i had a loving family
Presents under the christmas tree\
I wish for alot of things\
I wish my rap sheet didn't have any felonies\
That i could wipe the slate clean
I wish i could start a new beginning
Erase the pain and tragedy\
Have my dad proud of me
I wish world was mine
I wish i wasn't always
Defined as the guy whos always high\
I wish i wasn't an addict
I didn't have to have an altered mind
I wish this madness faded to blackness\
I wish this light would shine\
I wish i wasn't lost
I wish i could find my way thru this dark\
I wish my path\
Wasn't littered with obsticals
I wish i had a role model\
I wish i knew why i was even born in the first place\
I wasn't feeling hollow\
I wish instead of a rainy day
Today
I could take a leap of faith tomorrow\
I wish i could believe in a higher being\
Instead of only what im seeing\
I wish i knew my lifes meaning\
I wish my mother nina didn't need to work two jobs
Just to feed her kids\
I wish there really was a god\
I wish i had someone to pray to
Something i could depend on\
I wish my mom\
Didn't have to raise us on her own alone\
Four kids whos dad split
Angry and rebellious
I wish i woulda appreciated
All the things my mom did\
Sacrificed to try and raise us right\
I wish i would have listened all along\
I wish i wasn't wrong
I wish i never resorted to doing crimes and getting high all the time
I wish i could relive my entire life
I wish i didn't get raped and molested when i was a child \
At 7 8 and 9
Multiple times\
I wish i didn't regret
Didn't have any guilt
Carry the weight of the stress
I wish sometimes
I didn't even exist
I wish i knew the truth instead of being confused by the myths\
I wish i wasn't a cynic that my view wasn't pessimistic
I wish i had some hope left
It hadn't diminished
I wish my wishes were granted
I wish i hadnt taken advantage\
I wish i made a plan
I wish i wasn't abandoned\
I wish instead of sitting scribblin a wish list
I could use my pen to get down to business\
Write some lyrics to lift your spirits\
I wish you all the best\
I wish the entire planet coexisted peacefully\
I wish love was the universal language\
I wish this could be
I wish that all the hurt and anguish ended instantly
Every man woman and child had water and food to eat \
I wish i had the cure to cancer and every disease
That racism and hate
Homicides robberies and rape\
Crime and corruption didn't take place\
I wish i could make the world a better place for us to raise\
Our future generations\
Overpopulation is the reason
The government and the rich\
Allow people to peddle cigarettes
Bars to serve alcohol and pharmacuetical companies
To profit off the mass genocide\
They want us all to die\
I wish that money wasn't the only thing that meant anything\
People have ceased to be human beings
Consumed by materialistic things and greed\
I wish in this age of technology\
We could find a way to reconnect
In harmony\
I wish i could say something
To reach you\
I wish i could gain the
Knowlege and teach you\
Im only one individual
I wish i wasn't Insignificant
I wish every single word and sentance
All these lyrics
Remains in your memory eternally cemented\
I wish i had more happy memories
I wish history
Could be re written\
I wish that john lennon
Martin luther king and kennedy\
Werent assassinated
Imagine if that could be\