*I'm faded right now...*

The good thing is...
The good thing is you still give me that feeling
You still make me long
I think how can he be content without me? For this long?
I check ya' page. Is he safe? Is he incomplete?
Do his new thing value him the way he supposed to be? You know…
The way one’s supposed to value the person they’ve been dreaming of all their life
I mean…one can dream right? Hope shit cool


All the lights out. All the music gone. I wondеr…
I wonder how you dance to our song; does it havе the same meaning?
I ponder, if you’re being seen the way you’re supposed to. Is the story of love being shared the way I do?
I admit, it’s too many times I do too much
I’m about tired of sharing about what this was. You think I’m still bragging about us
I see you peep it every time. I see you peep me every time
I know you love the attention


You know, I was never sure about you though
Never tapped in the way we thought we were
We never really grew to know each other, never really grew together
Chemistry so fire we just understood
It’s no deep conversations about ‘what is Love?’ or what Love is
We…
We just do what feels nice. What you think feel right?
Never-mind the labels, the drama, the expectations
Never-mind the rules, we do the things we like
Never-mind…
I always get too caught up

I see you still write for me
Still seeking attention in dramatic ways. You never shared your heart in emphatic ways
Always takes the static for you to cave in. Every few months, we touch bases give me time to grow into a newer me
You write…
For the newer me to respond to
You test the climate
Is it hot or cold? Have my ways grown sad and old?
Are the games still exciting?


Back when I first pulled on you, you were waiting arms intertwined, crossed together, crossed tight
Let’s chill…
Playing lightly in the background
I looked up, seen you smiling. Seen you hiding it
Red wine set the vibe
Read...
The vibe so clearly
You were mine then. Did you know you were mine then?
Let em' know, you were mine then
I wore all black this night. The white lights too blinding
The red light hides you [?] conversation


I see you wanna know too much
You wanna hold and touch the sun just for fun, yet, you know better
The good thing is, I never took you too serious
Knew you were just as lost as I was. Just as curious
Curious to know if I had that thing, that drug, that feeling
I'm curious do I still give you that feeling when I cross your mind? When you find your way to mine. When you realize you can never leave me 'lone
Is it for the good things?
Is it 'cause you remember how good it felt when we were laughing, when we were dancing, when we were searching deeper than deep
You know...
You know what's up... don't play

You knew, I was too radical for you. Too raw for you, too celestial
It's a good thing you kept your distance
It's a good thing I kept mine
Knew the right time would never come, never find its way
It's too bad
The good thing is, we had a good thing going. Kept good shit flowing to the very end
'Til...
Shit started to get too real
You know it's too bad
You say you moved on, but you're still writing about me. Still waiting for the right time


You know shit real
You know shit real when you ask the sun, when you ask the moon, when you pray to the stars -- about me
Let me ask you
Let me ask you
What is it about me?