[Verse]
Why'd you say that you would stay when you'd just leave anyway
I'm not fuckin' with the way that you always run away
You been gone since last May, and I miss you every day
Swear to God I'm not okay, put my feelings on display

I got a hole up in my chest, yeah
I turn down everything suggest, yeah
I turn 'em down upon request, yeah
No, you don't feel what I expressed

Now you're gone, I'm alone, I get drunk on my own
Call my psycho, Post Malone, I'm too sad to get stoned
Got these pictures on my phone, memories that I've outgrown
I'm so lost in the cold, and my heart don't got a home

I don't even got no rhymes
I just keep it to myself all the time
And if I die before I wake, then baby don't cry
I know you wouldn't even notice, I'm wasting time

I just tell myself that I don't even really care
Suffocating, I can't catch a breath of fucking air
Always said that you're around if I need you there
You could watch me self-destructing, but you're unaware
I just tell myself that I don't even really care
Suffocating, I can't catch a breath of fucking air
Always said that you're around if I need you there
You could watch me self-destructing, but you're unaware

[Chorus]
What a joke, what a joke, what a joke, yeah
Never here, nevermore, hit your phone, yeah
What a joke, what a joke, what a joke, yeah
Never here, nevermore, hit your phone, yeah

What a joke, what a joke, what a joke, yeah
Never here, nevermore, hit your phone, yeah
What a joke, what a joke, what a joke, yeah
Never here, nevermore, hit your phone, yeah