[Verse 1]
Yeah
Do happy endings really exist
Will I ever get to capture all the feelings I missed
Antidepressants through the licks
Just so I can resist
The urge to break down and cry because my life isn't shit
I never knew which way to go I was always just searching
I remember losing my hope cuz it was all in the person
I thought the ones tht hurt you most were be the ones that was worth it
I thought the ones tht saw you broke would understand u ain't perfect
But I'm still, provin myself
I hope that I ain't losing myself
My momma said I ain't my usual self
Told me the world is full of lies so find your truth in yourself
And all you have to do is try, I promise you can prevelat
And well, I'm not gone tell you it's easy, I can't lie to you baby
It's been a while since you seen me, and I know time can escape you
I know it's hard to think about us when your mind on the paper
But Calen promise me you'll do me this favor
[Hook]
Dont let your soul escape you
Dont let your soul escape you
At the time you think you're bout to break down!
You bout to have a breakthrough!
Don't let Your Self!
Don't let your soul escape you
Don't let your soul escape you
And yo I think that you should slow down!
I don't care how long it takes you!
[Verse 2]
But everyday I'm thinking bout death
And how much time I got left
No sweat affects
Or cigarettes in my chest
Cuz every breath I get to breath I never expect
Prepared to die depressed
With feelings kept I should've expressed
And yeah, lately I been cruising, imagination for feeling better
Sometimes I thought of my happy place when we're still together
Feeling familiar, feelings I wanna feel forever
And you might not ever feel me really, but feel my effort
And respect me for it
And ever since you saved my life girl, I feel less heroic
When you ain't here I ain't the same and I bet you know it
But seeing me go through the pain, might be what get you through it (through it)
But with all the wrong that I've done I knew my karma was coming
I'd be calmer if you took the chance to call me or something
You could've warned me, fuck!
I wish you warned me or somethin
But babygirl just promise me somethin'
[Hook]
Dont let your soul escape you
Don't let your soul escape you
At the time you think you're bout to break down!
You bout to have a breakthrough!
Don't let Your Self!
Don't let your soul escape you
Don't let your soul escape you
And yo I think that you should slow down!
I don't care how long it takes you!