[Verse 1]
I, I just want to feel whole
But the sad truth is
I don't even know what whole is anymore
Now I feel like I have nothing left
But I know that I'm worth so much more than this (So much more than this)
I've spent a lifetime listening to people questioning
The choices I make, the path I take
Suffocating my will to live
But I won't break

[Chorus]
I don't want to lose control
I've struggled my entire life
To let it all just go
And I'm not perfect
But I am not worthless
I'm just trying to piece myself, back together again
Back together again

[Verse 2]
Find the pieces
Connect the loss
Erase the people
Or prove them wrong. (I'll prove you wrong, I'll prove you all wrong)
[Chorus]
I don't want to lose control
I've struggled my entire life
To let it all just go
And I'm not perfect
But I am not worthless
I'm just trying to piece myself, back together again
Back together again

[Bridge]
This heart burns
For comfort
This heart burns
For purpose

[Verse 3]
My steady hands begin to shake
My nerves react unpleasant ways
I toss and turn, I'm twitching
Addiction is sinking
There's no more pain as I blackout
Consuming substance to free myself
Rescue me, save me from myself
Time only heals so much