As much to my dismay
I am still alive today
An ever wonder what it will take
To fall asleep and never wake

A crippling affliction of my nervous system
Mediocre, overcomer

I sit and speak the truth
To a stranger I don't even know
Provide me guidance, about my problems
When I know the problem was you
I'm scared to face this truth
To break comfort, break away from you
Hearts will heal, memories will fade
Prescribe me meds to numb this pain

As much to my dismay
(To my dismay)
I am still alive today
(Alive today)
An ever wonder what it will take
(What will it take)
To fall asleep and never wake

I'm learning, that hurting is better than suffering
The addict in me, Is now letting go
Let me go
I won't hurt you no more
I can't hurt you no more
We've both hurt enough
We can never take back all the things that we've said, or the things that we've done
So please move on

I needed help
So I sought it, I found it
I needed space
So I left you, for solitude
Passing through hell
To find clarity, past suffering
I know this hurts, I guess that's life
Sometimes you have to hurt to find yourself

So please move on