Hey.. im sorry for everything i said. I really dont mean them. Im sorry i was driven by my emotions. That wasn't cool at all and its so not myself. If im being honest, what i really wanted to say is im okay with uncertainties. I dont care if we’re only friends, more than friends, hts or whatever it is i dont care as long as im with you. There are gonna be times when we won't be able to see each other for awhile, but i guarantee that wherever i am and whatever im doing, i’ll always be there for you even if you dont need me. Being apart from you made me realise that youre someone i really want to fight for. Call me cringe or laugh at this with your friends but im just brutally honest about everything, i hate that about myself too. Maybe thats why you lost interest and felt like we were too committed

You dont have to worry about me, im fine. I promise this is the last time im gonna message you. I guess im really down bad for a second chance. Im having a hard time typing and sending this because i feel like i dont have any pride left. But im willing to go through anything if that means i can talk to you again. And im so sorry i made you feel like youre a shit person. You are not. You are amazing and you truly made me happy. Even my friends say that eversince i met you i appear to be happier and more cheerful. No matter what happens, i dont regret meeting you, i only regret my own actions as i feel like i shouldve done better. If i could go back and do it all over again with an uncertain ending as its outcome, i would do it again. Thats how amazing you are. So dont ever think youre a shit person. Youre the prettiest girl with the best personality i have met this year and probably more. i said from the beginning, i’ll respect whatever your choice is, i guess its also time for me to stop hoping and start moving on. Take care!! ☺️👍🏻 \( ﾟヮﾟ)/