I'm paranoid but it's all in my head
Most days I just lay in my bed
I'm not trying [?]
Some days I really think I'm dead
Sometimes I hear people call my name but no ones even there
I have nightmares all the time most night I wake up scared
I'm getting paid to lay in bed and play Halo
Fuckin' that bitch and I think she look like J-Lo
I'm going dark I gotta lay low
I'm on a killstreak call in the payphone
Talkin' so cheap you get what you pay for
I am untraceable trap in a payphone
Everyday I struggle I feel like [?]note
Suicidal kill myself with a draco
[?] I finna throw up
If it ain't my show bitch I won't show up ok
Used to be broke but I had a glowup
I'm in a void and I feel likе I'm stuck
Boohoo I'm so sad
I need someone in my life again
I feel so alonе might go and swallow thirty vicodin
If I don't wake up
Will I get a chance at life again