[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty & CofiCarrera]
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me-me-me-me
It was never us-
[Chorus]
Sixteen now writing these songs
Sixteen now faded from love
Sixteen now I got it tough
Sixteen now wanting to shove myself off a bridge
Tried to kill myself, this life is too cold for me to come at ease
[Post-Chorus]
It was never us how did we get here?
Calling for you, you never once wanted me dear
Lucifer babe you an angel but my fears
Conversations sleeping while you let out tears
[Verse]
I was once only about 11
When I found out that I wanted to die
Demons and ammunition both crossfaded like my girl tonight
Never thought I was capable of having my first love and
I found myself a beauty she looked at me with a third eye
Came back from holly and she and my friend was fucking like
I just never noticed pain building up slowly then I
Went on to have a 5 year relationship, we had 2 girls and 1 boy
But before we could call them home at 14
They died there on their own, my heart only froze
Felt loads of pain in my zone had seizures breakdowns at school
Even had a few next to her too, every birthday followed my wishes tried to Cut my bloodstream like a fool, hated life so bad but found my muse
I broke her heart like I always lose
[Chorus]
Sixteen now writing these songs
Sixteen now faded from love
Sixteen now I got it tough
Sixteen now wanting to shove myself off a bridge
Tried to kill myself, this life is too cold for me to come at ease
[Outro]
Whoever listening now
You're just entering my mind
Be careful don't be so blind
It's darker than what you find
I'm giving my trust to you
Cause what girl wants me to prove
That I might die this year or lose
Next year maybe it will be over soon, ay, over soon