[Chorus: Arkwea the Novelist]
Father, forgive me, for you know that I am always sinning
Taking drugs, just to get ridden of the way I been feeling
Rejection from exes, depression from mother, suicide, I feel it
I don’t wanna die, but I need to kill all of the pain I’m feeling

[Verse: Arkwea the Novelist]
I need a Percocet, maybe a molly
I wanna be off the wall, gimme some oxy
If you want me alive, gimme somebody
If you want me to smile, you better off me

[Interlude: Arkwea the Novelist]
Who wanna save me? (who wanna save me)
Who wanna save me? (who wanna save me)

[Chorus: Arkwea the Novelist]
Father, forgive mе, for you know that I am always sinning
Taking drugs, just to get ridden of the way I been feeling
Rеjection from exes, depression from mother, suicide, I feel it
I don’t wanna die, but I need to kill all of the pain I’m feeling

[Verse: KILLMENEXT]
Yeah, I wish I could tell I was still alive
Damn, I see the pain all in your eyes
Time just pass, yeah, it’s beautiful
I wish you could see it was beautiful, ugh
But forget it
Damn, well I know we’ll just forget it
Time just passed, so I know well forget it
Ay, what have I done?
[Outro: Shiloh Dynasty]
I been so low for so long
What have I done? Yeah