[Intro]
Worse things comes to worse
I fucking die a tragic death or some shit, and
I'm not able to see out my dreams come true
I, at least, wanna know that the kids perceive my message
And were able to make something of themselves
And able to take my message
And use it and turn it into something positive
And try to have at least a good life

[Verse 1]
I just need to be alone right now
I'm so numb to the world right now
It's like I wanna live, but then I let my head down
Just wishing that these people could really feel my pain right now
Now you see me smile (Huh)
But I'm really just lost tryna find myself right now
So please pay attention
What I say is all real when I write it down
I wanna stand up, but I'm falling back down
And my life's crashing down
Wondering what I'm gonna do now
What am I gonna do next?
I'm tryna pull myself, and tell these people I'm the next best
But I'm really just stressed and depressed
So I light another cigarette
With ten papers worth of aggress'
And I'm writing in my car 'til the sun sets
And I'm playing these beats 'til the feeling gets—surreal
[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yeah
I'm so numb to this world right now (Right now)
I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so

[Verse 2]
Ayy, maybe you should walk a day inside of my shoes
And maybe you would feel the judging that these people put me through
And maybe you would understand my sudden change of mood
And you think I'm being numb to the feeling when a person hurts you
But I'm not—surprise
Yeah, we hanging in the phone, getting blown up by 20 guys
A stupid bitch full of lies
With some angel eyes, but she the devil in disguise, yo
Yeah, red roses on my grave, look up to the sky
My daddy's gone, I ain't even tellin' why
This silver cross on my neck got some god worth
February 21st I just watch you fly
I just sit back and I cry
I write another line, tryna push it through—decline, decline
So numb I wanna see the sun shine

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yeah
I'm so numb to this world right now
I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so
[Bridge]
Yeah, what these—
Like what y'all don't understand about my music is like
When I say numb like
I've have to drown out all the hate
That's on my way, just so I can—
You know, try to pursue this dream that I've
And it's hard—'cause like my thoughts start rushing
When I get this anxiety, feel like—takes over my body
I just be driving down the road and my face just goes numb
'Cause my thoughts are racing
And that's why I wrote this song, 'cause I just get numb
I have to block out all the pain, you know
So that's why, so I fill this song, fill this song

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yeah
I’m so numb to this world right now
I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so numb, yeah, I'm so