I woke up just yesterday
Feelings on my shoulders, my chest
My heart the rest
Hoping to see a text by the end of the day

I put a face on for my friends
The closest and the rest
A deadly poker face
It’s why I don’t bet
I tend to lose to myself
The fat demon in the felt
The indiscriminated hell
As the January’s embers melt
Or is it just myself?

I put myself behind myself
I’m hiding a torn page
A missing book on the shelf
It’s all from yesterday
Couldn’t see what’s in front and no way to go back
Only way is up or down, so I pray momma please call back

(Shiloh & Eighty8)
How did you get here?
I'm drunk and confused
I tried to be patient with you
(Yeah)
In love
But you fall down
Harder