Verse 1 IROD

Uh
Yeah..
Please dont judge me
(please dont judge me)
Yes i abused many drugs
Just a young kid finding out what they was
When everything was ripped
I was lost in the dust
My mama was gone
And i was alone
Dad too lost inside of his dome
Hated because not the son that they want
Im depressed
I just can't go on
Gun in my hand
While im making my songs
Tears in my eyes
While im ripping the bone
Shout so loud
Asking what i do wrong
Never by my side
Cause god is all gone
Im not a bad kid
Just got lost in my past so deep
And i lost my way back
Missin everything that i once had
My whole family and my mom and dad
Missing my childhood cause i just want it back
Can't remember yall hold..holding my hand
Been alone even lost my best friend
Fuck my life
And how i spent spent
I try and smile but it will just be pretend
Day by day i think of the fucking end
Now i just sit here and sit and repent
Man i texted you when i know it was sent
But you ignored i just wanted to vent
Cause your my mother but you came and you went
Dad im so broke not even a single cent
You left me empty inside of my chest
Thats a suicide even inside of my head
Biggest fear
Is someone seeing me dead
Hurt by it all im planning my death bouta go
Yeah im breaking a sweat
My heart starts pumping
Im losing my breath
Adrenaline pumping
Cause my heart has a thread
If i had a choice i ain't pressing reset
Thinking my future
(yeah )
Two moves ahead
Never lived my life
Yeah im full of regrets
But my life is only one
And you get what you get
Im 17 living life in the fucking [?]
The drugs caught me once
But never again
I ain't nobodys pet
Changing my taste in the way that i live
My names izick and im sorry for what i did
(sorry for what i did)
Verse 2 831diablo

Ay
Yuh
Diablo
Yeah
Living in the past
Can't move on
I been fucked up for the last few months
Life on the streets is tuff
Everyday i talk to myself
Thinking bout you before myself
Wish i could go back
Fix every problem i ever had
But i can't i have to deal with myself
Wish you woulda stayed true to yourself
Two personas diablo then lucifer
They ask me whats wrong but i have to be strong
I just say nothing
Inside i dont know what to feel
Maybe something
Pop three bars
Next thing you know im in mars
Im not gonna give a fuck about a bitch
They always tend to switch
Gonna make this bang
Everyday a struggle
Fucked up but i dont stumble
Been through some shit it made me humble
Everyday i count my blessings
Might have a shitty life
But tommorow ain't promised
But my soul into this music ive worked my hardest
Never gonna stop yeah