[Intro]
I been-


[Verse 1]
I change me physically
To change the way I see things
'Cuz in my head I have this image of how I should be
And mentally that shit is killing me
'Cuz I can't change the way I think
No matter how much I try to rebuild me
The thoughts keep flooding back to me
Passively attacking me
Making me bleed internally
It's curving me
Down to weed
I smoke these trees
Burning leaves
To escape the things
That are haunting me
The memories of everything
When Haywood was raping me
Inside I scream
But I can't speak
I lye motionless
Becoming emotionless
Blaming god for this boy now atheist
'Cuz.... a man wanted to rape a kid
[Verse 2]
Rolling with the punches
Now this boys loveless
His friends are jumping off the boat
And leaving him alone in the storm and he's so cold
Those he thought he could trust
Leave him in the rain to rust
LittleTinBoy with no Heart lost his life
Now he's feeling fright
And He can no longer write
He tries to be who he was before
He told his best friend and she walked out the door
You know what FUCK THE WHORE
His heart been scorned and torn before
He has no clue
How he'll make it
Through this constant state of contemplating
Whether his life is worth it
And if he dies
Well he earned it

[Outro]
I been so low for so long oh oh ooh yeah yeah
I been so low for so long oh oh ooh yeah yeah
I been so low for so long oh oh ooh yeah yeah
I been so low for so long oh oh ooh yeah yeah
I been-