[Hook]

Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn’t give a fuck about me

[Verse]

I wanna be distracted I don't understand this
It ain't sadness I’m emotionless, an anti-socialist
When I'm alone motherfucker tend to overthink
But I'm hoping I'll be able to cope with this
I can't be open with it
Every time it just reminds my soul of this shit
Kind of bullshit is this? No one's listening
How can I get over it?

Never knew shit I should've refrained from questioning
Everything that should've remained unanswered
Would they regret shit, I hate expressing shit
That gains attention, late reactions
The way they’re acting, the same rejection
When I place the bet whenever my name is mentioned

Fake affections, the pain is endless
Don’t waste the seconds to take the chance but
I've been wondering how many days are left
But I’m afraid of death, what a brain defection
Deranged conception, is it safe in after life?
Is it gonna be the same disaster like

When this inevitable pain affect my mind
Should I leave or should I stay I can't decide
Ain't nobody telling me have to fight
Ain't nobody telling me..

I want to be sane, I know it wasn’t the same
Cause I've been numb and I changed
Trying to erupt with the anger
But it's nothing be anxiousness, stuck in this maze
Is there any other ways to save me as I gazed up
At the blood on the blade there ain't no fucking escape
So fuck medication, drug'll just make it worse
Can't fucking take this curse, one of my main concerns
Can't tell if I loved or I hated this world

[Hook]

Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me