[Chorus]
And is that bad now?
Or am I overthinking what I'm mad about?
You just like to talk about our past now
Tell me is that something just to laugh about
I can't be the one that you really want, endless and broken hearts
Oh, lose our grip and something we thought we could try
What are we playing for?
And I can't even think straight, I get faded 'till I'm numb
I be staying up late and I think I hate our love
I was too patient for you to keep fucking me up
And you want me to change but I think it's still over for us

[Verse]
I'm getting high to forget all the loss
I'm feeling better all on my own
Yeah, I don't know why I keep running back to the same old bitch
That I owe my soul, yeah you just try to hold onto these things
And you still blow my phone
But we haven't spoke in weeks
But I still see you in the crowd alone
Yeah I felt it, so tell me is it selfish
I couldn't be the one to fix this cause it's feeling helpless
Something way too distant sometimes, and it's not helping
Baby how you won't listen sometimes, think we should shelf this
Yeah, I get too fucked up just to pass the time
And realize that I might wanna leave
You bring all of your nosy friends
And they just wanna know like everything
[Chorus]
And is that bad now?
Or am I overthinking what I'm mad about?
You just like to talk about our past now
Tell me is that something just to laugh about
I can't be the one that you really want, endless and broken hearts
Oh, lose our grip and something we thought we could try
What are we playing for?
And I can't even think straight, I get faded 'till I'm numb
I be staying up late and I think I hate our love
I was too patient for you to keep fucking me up
And you want me to change but I think it's still over for us