Verse 1:

Too many hours I've spent on the flix
Too many times I've let you ride my dick
Now I got problems I'm working on them but it's hurting my stomach and I'm getting sick
Faces they keep walking by but I stay staring at the sky
Sitting asking why
Do they chose to live this life
If the life that they've chosen it is just a lie
They better think twice
I'm trying to sound nice but I know you can't change
Man I'm not really liking all this fame
Everyday people, they taking their pics
They smile and laugh they ain't sucking my dick
But do they really care about no and I do understand
Cause nobody seems to give a fuck anymore
Everyone's so good at acting
I only see my friends when they're quickly passing
Faded memories jaded tendencies man I just miss all the good times that we had I know that I am different please accept me for who I am
I'm just a man
I make mistakes just like everyone does
But don't let me drown when were swimming in floods
Just be there for me now
All I needs a hug
I called you right before I almost jumped off of a building but the response that gave back to me showed me you weren't caring.. Thank the universe that somebody came and talked me down because ten seconds later I would have been on the ground upside down in the mud
Hook

Is this a dream I'm living in
Cause this realty doesn't seem right
Now I'm up every night
Fighting with demons that's why I just keep on the lights

Is this a dream I'm living in
Cause this realty doesn't seem right
Now I'm up every night
Fighting with demons that's why I just keep on the lights



Verse 2:

I feel like I am wasting time on people who will never ever love me
I feel that my souls pure as gold yet everyone's so ugly
All I want is to be loved and all I want is someone there
That I can come home late at night and I know that they still care
And I just wanna wrap my arms around you when it's cold outside and whisper in your ear that I'll always be there by your side
Trust me there's nothing to fear let's be glad we are alive
Be glad that we're alive

But now the wind is blowing
And you give the cold shoulder
But I hope in time you understand
That maybe when we're older
That after the girls and the bullshit just know that I'm still here
If you call I will answer and I hope that time is near