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Antisocial Media
[Intro]
Overwhelmed, overworked, overpaid
Iām on top of the world sitting pretty on a stack
But the staticā
stillā
cracks in myā
veins
At the bottom of the universe
Iāmā
feeling all the weight
[Verse 1]
People die for this, people lie forāthis
Peopleāsuckāand fuck someāguy for this
Payāthe toll for this, sell their soul for this
Play my part, but what's my role in this?
Iām not built for this, all the guilt of this
And I donāt think I can deal with this
I'm too old for this, gonna fold from this
People starvinā and I get gold for this?
[Verse 2]
You all chalk me up as some whiney fuck
Whoās stressed by success like my life sucks?
I get it, I know, it's such a conundrum
I get what I want but I canāt have much fun with it
Itās not the fame or the money Iām yearnin'
I donāt give a fuck about what Iāve been earnin'
But each day I wake up more blessed and Iām learnin'
Of all of these people, Iām least to deserve it
[Interlude]
I donāt deserve it, I try to be perfect
Iāll never be perfect, Iām not worth it
Keep lookinā for answers I swear Iāve been searchinā
But come up short, and I give up quick
āCause if I found it I think I'd be scared of it
You donāt see the scene that's behind the screen
And I urge you all to beware of it
[Verse 3]
Itās an interesting dichotomy of monetized sincerity
Stir up my insecurity with constant uncertainty
Generation of anxiety, the āLook at meā Society
Dubiety of piety, the gods all suffer silently
Iām sorry for my obsession with attention
I have ungodly fear of rejection
My apprehension and objection is the viral infection
Of dollars and followers in place of affection
What I need is a human connection
Not blue light and a foggy reflection
Of my misconception of my own perception
A result of way too much introspection
[Bridge]
They find my disinterest interesting
My depression, a funny thing
My decline is relatable
People love that I hate myself
People love that I hate myself
Yeah, they love that I hate myself
People love that I hate myself
People love that I hate myself
[Verse 4]
I climbed out of my head and watched myself implode
A thought without a body ought to be a shot to take a load off
My brain is poisoned and Iām searching for the antidote
But every time I find it, my defenses scream, āOh, no you donāt!ā
Woah, But it's fine, no, really I'm fine
Itās just a matter of time, youāll cross the line
And lose your mind from time to time
Iām not crazy but I feel crazy all of a sudden
In a city never seeing, snow or rain or leaves in autumn
Lose yourself in seasons, not rememberin' that you forgot āem
Knocking on my door, I canāt confront āem so I lock 'em out
[Verse 5]
But I donāt mind, no, I really donāt mind (I really don't mind)
'Cause, believe it or not, it feels good to be forgot
From time to time (Forgot from time to time)
So, forget me, and please, God, forgive me
If you feel a touched underwhelmed
By all my overwhelming negativity (Negativity)
[Outro]
Who am I and when?
Whenās my workday end?
And where does "me" begin?
Are these my colleagues or my friends?
On a scale from ten to one
Do you hate who Iāve become?
āCause I hate who Iāve become