You'll never say my name in solacement
It's all paranoia infested in my brain
I wish I could reject this interior pain

I brace, I crawl, I pace, I fall
It's all I won't ever fail at, I've never been worse off
I race my clocks, I chase my thoughts with all of this lovely poison I'll never get enough
Fucked up all of this life
I just repeat with no sense of direction
Fucked up, I won't deny
I plea for calmness, I plea for composure

It's always floating up above my head
I pick the pieces up to throw them away
It festers onward with the pressuring
I feel the thunder underneath my skin

Please don't look now
I'm servile to ghosts around me
I feel like a prisoner
I profess my disgust with those around me
I'll never believe in anyone but myself
I press my luck with every decision
I can't stand this for much longer than I should
I could break away from all of this and free from
Free from
Free from
Free from what?
Hell
Constantly crashing on my head
Confusing all of this again
What is happening?
I have only my grief
You'll never say my name in solacement